Hey there guess what???? I forgot about this blog ....so needless to say .  a lot has happened.  I'm not even sure if anyboey reads this....but I gotta get these thoughts outta my head before they consume me.  I'm still fighting and everyday I wanna give up.  They keep telling me not to eventhough I think I missed my window.    They say the most changes are in the first year, well I'm still in this wheelchair and its almost been 3.  I stay positive....I find humor in looking like a newborn calf when I stand anfd try to walk.  Everyone has gone on with their daily routine ...whilei make a orock star opera out of mine.

and so it begins....my therapist said i needed an oulet and i jut turned the music up real loud. guess you cant do that at 38 anymoreim a one handed typist due to stroke me....quite irritating.  hard to wipe...lol...always feelblike im about to faceplant.